I Wonder If...

   I wonder if I'll ever have someone look at me the way I looked at you.
   I wonder if anyone will think about me all the time, because they can't get me out of their head.
   I wonder if I'll ever have somebody who will love me the way I thought I loved you.
   I wonder if I'll find someone who will love me the way I deserve.

The Hardest Battle

It's a weird feeling when you hope and dream about something that you think is impossible and then suddenly your daydreams become a reality.
   One day you wake up, and it's as if everything gets flipped, like you've just walked into a parallel universe. You have the same family, the same friends, the same life. But it feels different. You can't figure out what, but there's something.
   Then out of the blue you're told a secret or you find out something that makes you feel as if time has frozen. You're confused, your feelings are a mess inside of you.
   It's like trying to piece together an impossible puzzle. You know that there must be a way to complete the picture. But you can't. With every step forward you take two steps back.
   It's a battle between the logical reasons in your head and the uncontrollable feelings in your heart. And that's the hardest battle to fight.